amor fati

"Do not fear death, but rather the unlived life.
You don't have to live forever. You just have to live."

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Of course I’ve gained all my weight back. Of course I’m not the confident, reliable girlfriend I wish I could be. Of course I signed up to dance when I don’t even have the looks or moves to live up to expectations. Of course I don’t fit in my classes. Of course I alienate myself from my friends and believe they don’t want me but still want to be connected. Of course I’m tired of breaking and rebreaking. Of course I’m tired of being the one doing the breaking to myself. Of course, of course, of course.